aaj o mone pore!part 1

ek din, dupurbela shahed ek ojana number theke ek msg pelo

''hi, how are ya?''

shahed thik bujte parlo na ke oi manushta...tai se reply korlo

''i'm fine..who r u?''

kichukhon por reply ashlo

''gadha!!..amake vule gele?''

shahed tokhonei bujhte parlo j sheta brishti'r msg chilo.. actually shahed kichuta reege'o chilo tar upor..atodin ekebare lapate thakar jonno kintu oor msg pawar por kothai jeno shob raag paliye gelo..aste aste abar shuru hoy tader kotha..brishti taake protidin school theke bari ferar pothe phone korto..bus'a time pass korar jonno..aste aste shahed'er sathe kotha bolte brishti'r valo lagte shuru korlo..oo akhon shahed k time pass korar jonno phone korto naa..korto karon tar sathe kotha bole kamon jeno ekta khushi'r mela boshto brishti'r moone..tara aste aste bondhu hishebe aro ghonisto hoye uthe..sharadin sms cholte thake r shara raat phone'a kotha..india te life kamon chilo, bangladesh kamon, chelebelar shob golpo, shopno..jibon kahini..dujon e sheeter vor khub pochondo korto..kuasha dhaka rasta..shishir veja ghashe haata, chader upore giye boshe thakte thakte kuasha vanga shurjo uthte dekha, thanda batash..abar shoroter kashful, kochi dhankhet, akashe megher mela..erom kotto ki..prithibir shob kichu niye kotha hoto oder..oder shomporkota naa chilo kono premik premikar, naa bondhutto..naa bhai bon..jaa e thak naa keno, chilo onek shundor..tokhon dujon dujon ke ek barer jonno o bastobe dekhini..baas phone kotha hoto..r sms korto aake oporke..shahed' re bondhura taake sharakkhon phone'a pore thakte dekhe taake khepato..adeeke brishti'r bondhura o vabto j brishti shahed'er preme poreche kintu bastob ei chilo j brishti shahed k niye kokhono erokom dhoroner cinta shopneo korini..brishti tar bondhuder kotha uriye dito.."are u mad or something? oor moto ram chagoler preme ami porbo? dher!"

r shahed..o shotti briti k onno vabe pochondo korto..ekbar she kotha brishti k bolechilo o kintu brishti bolechilo j tader moddhe j shomporkota ache sheta she noshto korte chaina..tachara bristi'r dharona chilo j eshob valobasha talabasho tar dara shomvob naa..valobasha onek koshto dei r brishti ei koshto mene neete raazi noi..haa, shahed'er sathe hoyto tar kotha bolte khub valo laage kintu tar pechone ektai karon..shahed taake khub bojhe r tar khub valo ekta bondhu she..shahed brishti'e decision meene nei r tar por a niye r ektibar o kotha bole naa..

ekta ekta kore din chole jete thake..tarpor ekdin ashe jokhon dujon dujon ke khub dekhte chai..vabte thake j k ei manushti jar sathe ato kotha hoy..j ato kom shomoye jiboner ato boro ekta ongsho hoye gache..

ek mas porer kotha...shahed ar brishti'r jiboner prothom shakkhat..4th sept 2006...ei din shahed tar ''anonna'' ke prothom dekhe..tar haath dhore..bondhu hishebe..bukit batok mrt station'a wait korchilo shahed...haathe lal ronger kono golap chilo na..chilo du'to science'er note...brishti' r jonne anechilo..shei karonei aaj dekha..brishti' r shamne porikkha r tar science'er note dorkar chilo..shahed bolechilo j tar kache note ache..eta brishti'r sathe dekhe korar ekta ojuhat o bola jai..shahed brishtike prochond dehte cheyechilo.. brishti o hoyto cheyechilo taake dekhte..dur theke brishti shahed k dekhte pai..vabte thake to ei shei gadha..nt bad huh..tokhon shahed'er sathe tar mobile'a kotha hocchilo..bristhi taake bole

"ami bod hoy tomake dekhte pacchi"

shahed adik odik takiye dekhe..koi keu e to nei..tarpor raastar opasher traffic junction'a dekhe..brishti k dekhte pai..brishti neel shari neel tip pora kono meye chilo naa..chilo ekta black tee shirt pora singapore'r oti shadharon meye..kintu tar choke mukhe bangaliotter ekta ava..mobile phone'a tar shate'e kotha bolte bolte rasta par hocchilo.. to ei shei meye?

shahed: kemon acho?
bristi: valo..tumi?
shahed: valoi..to tumi hoccho shei chagli'ta..nt bad!
bristi: ar tumi hoccho ei gadha? very bad!!

ei kotha bole dujon'e heshe dilo..dujonei vishon nevous feel korchilo..tobu' o normail vabe thakbar prochondo chesta korchilo..du' jon ei black porchilo..what a coincidence! note dewa sesh..akhon bari jabar pala..shahed besh dure thakto bukit batok theke kintu brishti thakto ekdam kache. tar bari jabar pothe'e shahed'er bus stop..cheleta atodur theke eshche jokhon, tokhon note niye e chole jawa thik hobe naa..ei vebe brishti shahed'er sathe tar bus'er jonno opekkha korte korte golpo korte thaklo..shahed icche kore char-pach ta bus miss korlo..basically shahed'er oi somoy ta vishon valo lagchilo..brishti' r mone hocchilo se akhon calcutta'te ache..ar shahed vabchilo se akhon dhaka'te..singapore amon vaba khub kom hoy karom ekhane bengali khub kom r jara bengali tara beshir vag ektu western minded..but shahed r brishti ekdam erom chilo naa..tara hoyto singapore'er manusher sathe uthto boshto but monta sharakhon nijer nijer jonmovumite pore thakto..anyway, bus'er jonno opekkha korte korte ek ghonta par hoye jai..er moddhe ekta mojer kando ghote..bus stop'a darano ekta buri oder dujonke hashte hashte golpo korte dekhe oderke eshe bole j oder dujonke ekshate khub shundor manai..brishti to vishon lojja pai she buritake bujhiye bolte chai j tader moddhe orom dhoroner kono shomporko nei kintu burita bissash korena..tar por dujon nijer nijer barfi chole jai..sathe niye jai khub shundor koyekti muhurter sriti..

er por tader bondhutto diner por din aro govir hote thake..arekbar dekha o hoy er moddhe. tarpor ekdin brishtir khub mon kharap chilo..india khub miss korchilo she..majhe majhe keno jani amni amni khub faka faka lage brishti'r nijeke..khub kadte icche kore..orokom' e ekta khub mon kharap korano din chilo sheta. shahed brishti'k bole tar sathe shedin dekha korte..brishti' r khub pochonder ekta lake ache..brishti shekhane jete chailo mon kharap dur korar jonno..shahed raji..she shahed brishti'r kache ekta onurodh kore..brishti jeno salwar pore ashe..tai holo..

shahed bus stop'a boshe brishti'r jonno opekkha korte korte tar sathe phone'a kotha bolche..tarpor ek shomoy brishti bus theke namlo..

shada salwar..kadhe shada ekta bag..shob kichu matching kore pora..khub shundor lagchilo taake..brishti' r chokh duto shahed'er vishon pochonder chilo..oo vabto j brishtir' chokher moddhe onek golpo lukiye..onek onuvob, ja brishti mukhe kauke bolto naa ta oor chokh dekhle bojha jeto..shedin lake'a onek kotha holo tader..brishti shahed k tar choto belar golpo bolte laglo..shahed' er ekta jinish khub valo lagto..she brishti'r porti kotha khub mon diye shunto, moone rakhto..shahed' er sathe kotha bolar por tar mon oonek halka hoye galo..shedin brishti'k mon kharap thakte dekhe shahed'er vishon icche korchilo brishti ke joriye dore bolte ''ei brishti, ami tumake vishon valobashi'' kintu brishti jodi abar naa kore dei..''na''shunbar shokti nei r shahed'er..shahed nijeke shamle ney..moone moone icche korte thake tar brishti'r shod koshto niye neete..prithibi' r shob dukkho theke taake lukiye rakhte..

shahed shedin tar diary brishti'k porte diyechilo..sunanda (shahed'er ex-girlfriend) ..shei sunanda'k niye shahed ei diary likhechilo.. jokhon oi meyetir sathe tar shomporko chilo..

bari ferar pothe brishti tar shob cheye priyo bondhur prem kahini porte thake..khub shundor kore shahed sunanda'r proti tar onuvob, vabna, cinta gulo vashai rupantorito korechilo..pore brishti'r keno jani hingsha holo..shahed naa taake valobashe? tahole sunanda'k niye keno likhlo? brishti keno tar jiboner prothom prem hote parlo naa?

shob vabte vabte hothat tar moone holo..dher ami shahed'k valobashi naaki j ami eta niye ato worked up hocchi?? na na..ta keno hobe..bari feere brishti eta niye vabte laglo..shahed' k ki o valobashe naaki shudu'e vishon vishon vishon valo ekta bondhu hishabe dekhe? naah..she eshob valobasha'r moddhe nei..r shahed'er sathe tar shomporko'ta sto shundor j prem-valobasha er kache tuccho..

hashi, kanna, ojana ek valobasha, dustumi, fazlami, kichuei ovab chilo na...protita raathe kotha hoto..je din kotha hoto na, shahed valo kore ghumate parto na..she valobashe brishtike..vishon valobashe..tar chokh, tar kotha, tar chelemanushi, tar kontho, tar paglami, tar shob kichu..bachbe na shahed ei meyetake chara..kintu brishti'o ki arom feel kore tar jonne??na, brishti ek shopner moton..ja bastober rup konodin hoyto dharon korbe naa..ta shahed kivabe hote dei? shahed'er onek iccha kore brishti ke shob kichu khule bolte..kintu jodi se chole jay? shahed'er kotha shune jodi she tar shathe kotha bondho kore dei? ei voye shahed taake kichu bolena..

adeeke brishti'o ek confusion'a poreche..tar shob bondura bole se naki shahed'a valobashe kintu brishti ta bisshas kore na..kintu keno arom lage tar? keno protita somoy shahed'er voice shunte iccha kore? keno shahed'er sathe kotha bolle tar shob priyo manushder oor moddhe khuje pai? ki ache shahed'er moddhe? brishti ki shotti shahed'k valobashe naa eta taar shudhu matro ekta kolpona?

ekdin brishti'k shahed bole j oor blood cancer..kothata jeno brishti vishon koshto pai..ato shundor manush ato taratari moore jabe? shahed'er jonno khub koshto hoy tar..r shahed brishti'r jibon theke chole gele..brishti' k e ba hashabe k..tar pashe k shob shomoy darabe..tar mon kharap'er dinguloke k dure shoriye debe? brishti eshob vebe vishon kanna kore..shahed taake onek shantona dei kintu brishti ki shona banda? naa..brishti onek kadte thake..bujhte paare j she shahed'k onek valobashe kintu a valobasha ki shudu ekta bondhu vebe naa oono kichu ta she sthir korte parenaa..hoyto she shahed'k nejer ojante bondhur theke aro kichu hishebe valobeshe feleche kintu akotha she shahed'k konodin jante debena..karon she bondhon'a bedhe thakte chaina..brishti shadhin jibon pochondo kore..akash chowa shopno tar..ure ure berai..nijer icche moto chole, ja khushi tai kore..protita din nijer jonno bache. er majhe she kivabe onno ekjonke jorabe? kintu she jaane j shei muhurte she shahed'k khushi dekhte chai..kamon jeno ekta jaler moddhe feshe jai she..kon deeke jabe vebe painaa..

brishti'k khub manush bojhe tar moddhe ekjon hocche nisha. shahed'er bapare brishti thik kamon feel korto ta nisha janto..ekdin brishti shahed'er sathe, tokhon nisha phone kore..

nisha: hey! ki korchish?

brishti: ei to..shahed'er sathe

nisha: o ki jaane tor feelings'er kotha?

brishti: pagol naaki? shahed'k kicchu bolbo naa.

shahed oder conversation shone. shune barbar jiggash korte thake ki shei jinish j o jaane naa..o to brishti shomporke protita choto boro jinish jaane tahole ki amon holo ja ooke brishti janabe naa? brishti bolte chaina..shahed onek jor korte thake..tarpor ek shomoy brishti taake bole j kichudin pore bolbo..er moddhe shahed jante pare j brishti kauke valobashe r sheta e taake bolbe..kintu shahed shopneo cinta korena j cheleta she neejei..she vaabe j brishti onno ekjonke valobashe..tai jiboner sesh barer moton she brishti'ke bole j she taake valobashe..brishti a kothar kono uttor dei naa..din chole jai r ekdin shahed'k shei cheleta k sheta bolar din eshe jai.

shahed oppekkha korchilo bristi'r jonne nature park'a..brishti' r ashar kotha chilo dupur 12 tai..bt as usual shedin'o she deri kore ashe..shahed' er moone shudhu ektai proshno..ke oi cheleta je brishti ke tar kach thke dure niye jabe? tarpor 12.35'a brshti ashe..vishon nervous she..shahed ta bujhte pare tobu o aaj cheletar nam na jene se bari jacche na..onekkhon haathbar por tara ek sirir upor boshe..tarpor shahed abar jiggash kore brishti ke cheletar bepare...brishti bolte chacchilo na ekdam...shahed' er mon ektu hochot khai..vabe cheleta o naato? tachara kenoi ba woh ato nervous hobe..tarpor tara guessing game khelte thake..shahed ektar por ekta cheler name bolte thake..kintu brishti bole na kichu..shahed or choker dike takay..brishti' o takai...shahed tar ans peye jai..tar choke shahed'r name lekha chilo..

er por theke oder prem kahini cholte thake..jhogra, hashi, kanna meshano..proti shonibar shahed'er treatment thakto..brishti shob shomoy shahed'k bolto j tar khub voy laage shahed taake chere chole jabe. shara prithibi theke aste aste dure shore jai brishti. jibon niye onek serious hoye othe. shahed k chara she kichui bojhe naa..j meye karo sathe kono shomporko gorte chaini she kauke ato valobashte pare kivabe? majhe majhe brishti ei vebe obak hoto..she shahed k onek beshi valo beshe fele. kono motei shahed'k harate chainaa..Allah' r kach protitadin kadte thake, Allah jeno tar kach theke shahed'k naa niye jai..proti friday roja kore. shahed taake bole j tar treatment kaj korchena..ei niye brishti'r lekhapora affected hoy, nijeke kamon jeno baniye fele she..aka..brishti shohoje kanna korena..vishon koshto naa hole tar chokh diye pani ber hoynaa..shahed er shob e janto..brishti proti ta saturday jokhon shahed treatment'a jeto, onek jore jore kanna korto phone'er moddhe..jokhon shahed tar sathe vishon durbol konthe kotha bolto..raater por raat nirghum chokhe vabte thakto j she shahed chole gele bachbe kivabe..brishti' r liver'er problem chilo. she doctor'er kache jetonaa karon she bachte chaini shahed'k chara. shahed ei niye taake besh koyekbar bokaboki kore kintu brishti kono kotha shunte raji noi. evabe din jete thake..ekta ekta kore 8 months par hoye jai..

tarpor ekdin brishti jante pare j shahed'er kono cancer nei..she tar sathe mittha boleche..shahed' k a niye proshno kore kintu shahed eta oshikar kore r bole j she brishti'k report dekhabe..kintu din jete thake report'er kono patta nei..tarpor ekdin brishti khub reege jai..she shahed k bole j she jodi report naa dekhai, tahole brishti tar sathe kotha bolbenaa. shahed kono upay naa dekhe taake shotti bole dei..tar kono cancer nei..

brishti'r mathai jeno akash venge pore..ei karoner jonno e naa ei shomporko shuru hoy? brishti naa shahed'er shamne jore jore kade she chole jabe tai? brishti naa doctor porjonto dekhai naa she shahed k chara bachte chai naa tai? she jokhon kanna korto tokhon ki shahed'er ektu koshto hoyni? sharthoporer moton taake diner por din..raater por raat kadiyeche? okarone..ekdam okarone? a kamon valobasha tar? eke to valobasha bolena? valobashar maane to shathoporota noi..valobasha maane nijeke vule jawa..tainaa? tahole shahed ki taake valobashini? 8 ta mash tar sathe cholona kore gache? proti saturday mittha ovinoy kore gache? jar jonno brishti prithibir shob anondo..shob khushi vule gache she kina tar sathe ato boro bissashghatokota korlo? shahed khub valo kore janto j brishti prithibite shon theke beshi mitthukder opochondo kore..shob jeneo erom korte parlo? suicide korte icche korlo tar..kintu naa, she janto atto hotta korle Allah taake konodin maaf korbena..tai taake bachte baddho hote holo..shahed k chara..akdam aka..she kono mitthuk'er sathe ek second o thakte parbenaa kintu taake chara e ba bachbe kivabe? a ki shomvab? jaake she nijer jiboner theke beshi valobashe gache..jaake chara tar ek muhurto beche thaka koyokdin aage oshomvab chilo, taake chara kivabe she bachbe?

ami amader jbon er prothom theke likhi ni.baas important somoy guli tule dorechi.aro ache.let me write it.so til thn..gdbyeeee....