kosto debe kosto??!!

ei toh.abar shob kichu nosto hoye gelo.kar dosh?amar?na woh'r?.hoyto amar,hoyto woh'r..janina.kintu ekta jinish jani,jotokkhon porjonto woh na kotha bolbe,ami woh'r sathe ar kotha bolte parbo na.keno koro emon?.ya,hoyto kichu vul korechi.mene nilam.kintu tumake jiggas kore toh niyechilam.na bole toh jai ni.keno ato kosto dao?.konodin vebecho,isit fair to me?.han onek kharap chilam.kintu akhon kotto chesta korchi,tumi jano na?.bujho na?.ami hi5 cancel kore diyechi.ar dorkar nei.ato jamela valo lage na.jani,u r stil nt satisfied.its nv enuf na?.han,bolecho,jedin phire ashbe,sheidin o kosto debe.shara jibon kosto diye jabe.dao!kintu,emon kore kosto deo na, ja ami deserve kori na.aage dosher jonne joodi aro dao,kicchu bolbo na.dekhle na,kal tumar baiya'r shamne amake insualt korle,kicchu boli ni.karon,hoyto some hw i deserve it.

jani hokh,tumar wadha rakhbe,amake ekta chance diyecho.sheitai ek matro asha.ar kicchu nei.shobai toh shukh cai,tai na?.tumi cao,ami cai,keu jodi eita pore thake akhon,se o cay..kintu amar shukh dorkar nei ato..jodi caitam onek shukh,tahole tumar kach theke onek aggei chole jetam.bk in oct.kintu na,jabo na.karon amar shukh cai na.baas tumake cai.jibon eh kono ek din.taholei hobe.er por kosto dao,na shukh dao,tumar bepar.keno ato baler valobashi?.keno ei crocodile tears feli?..keno ato kharap ami?.

jani khusi acho.khusi thako.bishash koro,aage jani na,kintu akhon tumar shukh cai..kintu shesh porjonto amar ekta jinish i cai,tumake..shukh na tumar kach theke,na tumar valobasha.tumake konodin pelei amar hobe..i swr!!jano,aaj onekdin por akhash dekhchilam.khub shundor lagchlo.ato nil chilo na.kintu mone hocchilo,tumake peyechi onek kache amar.aage mone ache,tumar barir' pashe jokhon proto sat n sun teh jetam bikel balay,tokhon du jone mile akash dekhtam..ar jokhon upore cheye,abar niche chokh nitam,tumake pashe dekhte petam.buke joriye dortam.aajo mone korchilo jokhon akhasher dikhe takai.kintu voy hocchilo.jokhon niche takabo,tumi pashe thakbe na ar..tumar bukhe matha rekhe,vishon kadte icche korchilo.akhono korche.kintu tumi toh nei.jani amar doshe.kintu akhon toh kichu kori na.ektu kothai toh boltam.tumake caini toh til tumar parents raji hoy.brishti,amar vishon kosto hocche jano.tumar kosom!!amake ektu boko na?..

amar ar keu nei..tumi sheidin bolchiole na,tumar living diary toh ar nei,tai blog koro.kintu,tumar toh shoabi ache akhon.amar keu nei..tai akhon ami blog kori.khub hashi pacche na?.du bepare amake niye hasccho hoyto.ek:baiya ke niye bolcho,dekh ei shala kivabe baler valoobasha dialouge mare..dui;mone mone hoyto khusi hoccho shahed onek kosto pacche.he deserve it....janina kontta.kintu jodi heshe thako,hoyto valoi hoccche.ar jodi amar dukkho bujhe thako,baas ekbar amake maaf kore deo akhon.ektu kotha bolo.jodi amar sathe kotha abar bhondo korecho,kal er jonne.ami kichhu kori ni without ur nod!na konodin korbo.wadha!!..kosto debe aro?dao!!ami soye nebo.baas tumar wadha guli rekho as u have given me one mre chance.tumar bf hobar hoyto kono quality nei ar,kintu future tumar jibon shongi hobar shob quality amar thkabe.inysallah..i wil work for it!!!